stardust-in-the-sunbeams:

“I tell everyone else that things will work out. Friends who are meant to stay do. People who are meant to love you will. In reality, though, it’s never quite that easy. I don’t know how to love partially. When I love, I love with my whole heart. I love with everything I have left. I’d like to think it’s a strength of mine. The only problem with that? When people leave, they either drop my heart, or they take it with them. Either way, I’m still learning how to pick myself back up off the ground after they’ve gone. I’m still learning how to heal. Maybe everything working out isn’t as simple as everything being okay. Maybe, for today, everything working out is me saying my healing is a work in progress, and that’s okay. That’s okay. I’m going to be okay.”

—blog poem request: @earthlygroove (8/15/18)

swdyww:

I really have not wanted to do this but I feel like I have no recourse. It’s humiliating and embarrassing but I literally have been trying for like almost 6 months at this point with little to nothing to show for it. I was holding two jobs, one cut my hours down to like 10 a week and the other closed down in October. Since July I’ve been looking for other work and out of the two jobs I’ve found that have actually brought me in to interview — in this span of time — one ghosted me and the other was trying to do some shady shit that I wasn’t really down for, like withholding pay etc. On top of this I’ve totaled my car and haven’t been able to get a replacement. Anyways I know literally everyone is struggling. I am and have been trying to find anything for the past several months and I feel like until something comes through I need some help. If you can spare anything

I can also do natal chart readings they aren’t super professional as I’m not like a pro astrologer or anything but I’ve always had an interest in astrology and have my own interpretations, so if you want me to do that message me on the messenger (not inbox) and we can figure something out

Also can do dream interpretations, this is a little more in depth — message me on the messenger

Also have a Depop and will be updating it more today and the rest of this week:

@swdyw0

Venmo- @Naila-S-A

PayPal - nailasahmd@gmail

I really truly resent having to do this and I feel really embarrassed and guilty, no one wants to ask for money, it’s a really humiliating experience. Struggling to survive under capitalist empire because your worth is defined by your productive output is the horrific reality we have to contend with when we fall on hard times and it is hard to not get stuck in a self loathing depressive spiral. And when everything you try is met with some kind of failure it becomes absolutely exhausting.

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twerklina:

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interact with me tumblr people, wtf 👀😇

bemyrubikscube:

1. What is you middle name?

2. How old are you?

3. What is your birthday?

4. What is your zodiac sign?

5. What is your favorite color?

6. What’s your lucky number?

7. Do you have any pets?

8. Where are you from?

9. How tall are you?

10. What shoe size are you?

11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?

12. What was your last dream about?

13. What talents do you have?

14. Are you psychic in any way?

15. Favorite song?

16. Favorite movie?

17. Who would be your ideal partner?

18. Do you want children?

19. Do you want a church wedding?

20. Are you religious?

21. Have you ever been to the hospital?

22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?

23. Have you ever met any celebrities?

24. Baths or showers?

25. What color socks are you wearing?

26. Have you ever been famous?

27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?

28. What type of music do you like?

29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?

30. How many pillows do you sleep with?

31. What position do you usually sleep in?

32. How big is your house?

33. What do you typically have for breakfast?

34. Have you ever fired a gun?

35. Have you ever tried archery?

36. Favorite clean word?

37. Favorite swear word?

38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?

39. Do you have any scars?

40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?

41. Are you a good liar?

42. Are you a good judge of character?

43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?

44. Do you have a strong accent?

45. What is your favorite accent?

46. What is your personality type?

47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?

48. Can you curl your tongue?

49. Are you an innie or an outie?

50. Left or right handed?

51. Are you scared of spiders?

52. Favorite food?

53. Favorite foreign food?

54. Are you a clean or messy person?

55. Most used phrased?

56. Most used word?

57. How long does it take for you to get ready?

58. Do you have much of an ego?

59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?

60. Do you talk to yourself?

61. Do you sing to yourself?

62. Are you a good singer?

63. Biggest Fear?

64. Are you a gossip?

65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen?

66. Do you like long or short hair?

67. Can you name all 50 states of America?

68. Favorite school subject?

69. Extrovert or Introvert?

70. Have you ever been scuba diving?

71. What makes you nervous?

72. Are you scared of the dark?

73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?

74. Are you ticklish?

75. Have you ever started a rumor?

76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?

77. Have you ever drank underage?

78. Have you ever done drugs?

79. Who was your first real crush?

80. How many piercings do you have?

81. Can you roll your Rs?“

82. How fast can you type?

83. How fast can you run?

84. What color is your hair?

85. What color is your eyes?

86. What are you allergic to?

87. Do you keep a journal?

88. What do your parents do?

89. Do you like your age?

90. What makes you angry?

91. Do you like your own name?

92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?

93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?

94. What are you strengths?

95. What are your weaknesses?

96. How did you get your name?

97. Were your ancestors royalty?

98. Do you have any scars?

99. Color of your bedspread?

100. Color of your room?

Ask me things 💕

bisukoezaki:

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virgoassbitch:

My ultimate goal is to not end up like all the miserable people around me who settled in life and are perpetually bitter about it

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rhapsodic-evanescence:

I keep thinking you’ll come back and that’s probably even stupider than when I thought you’d stay. But hell, I’d tell you every day that I miss you if it could change what’s happened to us, because letting go of you is my one impossible thing.